hello again. i watched my sister's keeper today with claire.
honestly it was suppose to be like 4.30 with ethel - cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
but ethel was bz Dx
so i called sam. and she was watching a show with her fren - my girlfriend's an agent
or smth of the sort.
she said i could join. but at tht time i was like heading for drama tuition. LAMDA on sunday Dx
ya... and i think she jz went for the movies completely forgetting abt me?
so i went out with claire thinking of watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
but apparently tampinese and century don't show it.
so we watched sister's keeper.
i'm swearing off chick flicks.
i feel soooooo drained. it's so touchy it kept making me cry.
and i don't cry often. cz it's exhausting. chickflicks ARE EVIL!
unless they're comedy., cz tht's just different.
and really it's just tiring going out. can't believe this week is gona be soooooo packed. with like church camp this weekend (14-16 nov) and LAMDA exams. which probably means i can't be at camp on the 14th and 15th. or mayb like not thre 14th night till 15th noon.
so ya...
so much for church camp. and i've been neglecting RG lately. i feel bad. but i've been bz. sometimes i feel i should just quit all tgh. but tht's bad. and i wouldn't know how to break it to them?
sigh*
so confusing
i'm feeling like SUPER DRAINED.
and like these few weeks like last week i had a dream of mother mary. and the week before or mayb 2 weeks b4. one with idk what. i 4gt. but the msg of both was to go for confession... i really SHOULD go for confession. I AM TERRIBLE. mayb it's really just my guilt playing with me. or jz a real msg from God almighty. i usually feel scared in these dreams.. like really scared. i guess tht just shows how sinful i am. and tht of the likings.
gah,
tired,. need slp.
ok will post again.. soooon...?
nites!!

hello!
i had chem paper today.
and hell. i screwed it up. idk if i should be sad or happy.
cz my ans were hell retarded.
like u boil water. so water has little oxygen. and drinking low oxygen water at a high altitude (also low oxygen levels) would cause suffocation.
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man i love myself.
xD
hhahahaaah hell retarded.
so kids. remmber not to drink boiled water. cz u'd die of suffocation :)
be safe now! xD
hahahhaah and i heard some st pat's guys talking abt their O lvls paper.
chem too.
and smth abt polymerization. and i'm like HEY i understand tht. and i felt smart for a moment. until i remembered of dying due to lack of oxygen from drinking boiled water.
i wanted to burst out lauhing but tht's weird cz i was sitting alone on the bus. xDD
heeehheeheheh
ok i should be doing lit now.
I AM A GENIUS! 8D

hello!
i am like officially 15. SHIT. mid tens. OH NO SOON i'll be like late tens
and then twenties.. and then b4 i noe it i'll be like late forties with wrinkles and all!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
today...
what did i do today.
i woke up at 7 am to go to school. in a rush. and sweated like a pig after breeze walking from clementi station to school in 15min-ish. and i was carrying some ba kua bag with uly's clothes in it. it's tht bee keng duno what la. BRIGHT YELLOW.
freaking looked retarded. and when i got to school. Uly asked "why so emo?" then i said "tired" tht was the truth. and then he said thanks and asked if i took public transport i nodded. and i walked off. so did he. i bet he forgot it was my birthday. what idiot brother forgets?
anw so i had chem and physics remedial with yen yan. and vivien didn't come at all. traitor. it ended round 12. so 3 hr of sciences
then i waited in school for half hour. thinking by the my lit stuff would be ready to collect at 12.30 like teri and ms tan said so. hence i went to the staff room at 12.35 to find tht only my CR was completed. i gt an A-.
ok, at least it WAS and A. and gaya and nar were suppose to pass the msg tht things were to be collected on friday instead. apparently i did NOT recieve the msg and stayed back in school. freak. it then procceeded to rain like shit. and i got stuck in skool for 20 min. and then foun out the side get could actually open!
could u believe it?!
and so i went to take bus 197 (to my better judgement) straight to TKGS. cz i thought of visiting band. since HEY they're exams are over and must be doing their best at combine and all.
but nooooo! i got off 197 a whole 1hr and duno how min later (at 2.10 spef. got on the bus at i reckon about 12.58 or 1.)
to see xinying board the bus i got off. and exchanged a few bits of info. and HEY would you guess? NO BAND. O lvls.
freaks. _l_
and hwei said thre was strings.
and so i called her told her i was thre. and she said she'd come see me. so i waited. but she went off in a rush from the DIFF busstop at tks ( note i was at tkg side gate bus stop) cz she has string at some CC. and i saw dora, si en and other girls i knew from tkg. and i thought. shame. they can't recognize me. or wow. look at how lively they are. and i'd look up to the grey sky at wshed not to be in a puke green skirt. but tht bright green pinfore instead.
so i had to wait for my mother. and we went to parkway to have lunch. well my lunch. cz she ate alrdy. and we spent 2 hrs thre. me with my cook books in borders for idk how long. and went to buy her watch.
at least i bought my book : "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time"
and we went home to find dad cooking my dinner (arnd 4.30++) thank God i didnt have to buy the chickens as planned ytd.
i was on fb and then i read my new book all the way till dinner.
which roast chicked,potato and carrots, onions i had to enjoy it right? even though mummy took my pink watson doggy. planning to give it to someone. my doggy 3some became a duo. left with beige and blue. without the pink they look so sad.
even the pink dog looked sad. it stared at me throughout dinner. it looked like it was angry and sad at the same time. i felt guilty.
but i can't go against mummy now can i?
she refused to go buy smth for diva for her friend's daugher.
even though i was CLEARLY HINTING . no more like directly saying "go diva go diva"
like the hell!
and so i had after dinner thre was cake. swenson's ice cream cookies and cream. IT WAS AWESOME. like hell yummy.
but i had only one sliced. my wish this year was long.
but i hope it comes true.
and now i'm blogging after my bathe. 've been listening to band music since i turned on my comp.
i sure do hope one day i can play in a band again. or at least perform.
and this is how i spent my bday. no i haven't revised my work at all either.
this ppost is wayy to long to put FML.
but nvm
today.was.depressing.
love - aunty nyx. my significance is tht of an ant - - - - -

rain rain go away. come again anthr day.

hello hello!
i'm like being a pervo and looking at albert's class pics thing.
it makes me realised tht my youthhood shall be flushed away in a shit hole tht we call NUS high of MATh and sci. forever be doomed to a life of probably only having 14 years of childhood.
that. is, SAD,
today huiwen ruthanne christel sheena and i were playing mango and like "step on the blue line" game. sounds soooooo primary school!
it was fun i guess hahaha until i got a splitting headache and stitches. i swear. never will i again sleep late on school nites.
i am always llike so pessimistic these days it has to be a sin i tell u. or possession of the devil
burn thy witch
nvm! i shall spend my hols doing smth not math and scienceish or anything for the matter. except extreme baking, shopping mayb i'll pick up pottery or singing courses.
i wonder what i'm going to do with my life. i can be like a full fledged house wife la.
haiiiiiiiiiiyo.
so much for entering a science school.
if only my parents would just let me quit school.
tht'll nvr happen
and it's been bugging me these few days why society considers like sciency ppl - smart useful, a wonderful asset for our country.
while artsy ppl are mental.unstable. redundant. useless.
it really is a pity
artsy ppl are awesome!!!
despite their mood swings and being like "cut off" or posses different views. they are so cool tht way. better than ur avg einstein going "e=mc^2." i memorized pi! or smth like "becz the electrons move in ......therefore....hence.....kinetic energy is higher"
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if u think abt it sciency ppl are the worst. no creativity. not abit of imagination or spontaneity.
i am in no position to further insult. i have a limited vocabulary myself. haha! how ironic.
but seriously. lit class these few days is like ___________________ a dead heart beat.
no one answers the qn. just wait to be spoon fed. and when the silence is too long begging eyes shoot toward the teacher or teri to say smth.
can't u read it on ur own? can't u just use ur own opinions? or are u unable to generate them? by gosh. ripping off sparknotes. HOW VERY INTELLIGENT U ARE.
some kind of lit student.
world class i must say.
leaders of tmr. i'd much rather be shot.
these ppl? leaders?
are u kidding me? they are nice at heart and all but ripping off stuff and memory work isn't the way to go.
mechanical maniacs.
this world will go mad.
i think i shall end here. i shall continue being a pervo looking at sps 4e1 pics.
i seem so despo.
hah. RAWR. *BANG*
the end.

*short circuit in the brain*
nyxican't believe u.
OMGGGGGGGGG HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!
he said tht the cake tastes nice.
and i swear it only looks pro cz it was like in a package thing.
*bangs head on table*
i sound so spaz ish. this is worse than the sam thing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
go study chem nyx. go study. u are a DUMB ASS.
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- - - - - little ants hello.- - - - - - - - follow the trail. - - - - - - - - - -...
i wonder whre it's leading.....
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today.
hmn i slept at 1 am last nite and managed to pull throuh school. quite well to my surprise.
er,,, ya and i met albert today. i bet ms yeo must be most delighted.
and me being nervous again. started flinging piles of doo doo everywhre
i was beingmy noise shrill ish high pitched self.
...
AH WHAT A BAD IMPRESSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.................
*BZZZZZZZZ
ok i don't want to say any more!
have chem quiz tmr. haven't studied.
GRAH.
ok
bb neeeed to study!

i played volley ball with my wall today, it was fun =]

today's cake was a success =]
i copied like the one from the anime i was watching ytd..........
i don't think it can be considered a cake though?
cz it's like crepe - cream + strawberries - crepe - cream + strawberries....
etc etc.

it kinda looked like crap.
haha poor Albert.

xD but it tastes ok. but tht's the miniature version i did to taste... but then again small and big thre's like A HELL of a diff.
hmmmnnnn.

OH i show u the anime just have to watch like the first 1 min and 20 sec of it : http://www.animeseason.com/yumeiro-patissiere-episode-1/
i made tht cake thing the girl sliced and said "i made it perfectly"
oh er
mine looks kinda like crap. and not straight or pretty.
PFFFT.

oh well, tht's what u get from trying to copy anime. and hey! i didn't have a recipe for it. so i'd say I AM A GENIUS!! MWAHAHHA

and i noe how to make crepe and tht marshay cream thing. TAKE THT! i shall never have to go marshay to eat their crepes again. ever.
AHAHAHAHHAHA
i feel so happy
PUA CHU KANG IS ON TODAY!!! WWEEEEEEEEE.

damn nyx go study, exams is 2 weeks less than tht.. away. GO STUDY!! u are a NOOBY!!
,,,, MEH.

ok ok PCK in 5 min. hahaa -just to kill time. what an ass u are.-
CYA
PCK IS LOVE!! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
boomz.
-Neeeeekz